I am afraid of feeling lonely, sometimes

I would never imagine I would couple of years ago when I do everything on my own. Wandering around, shopping, going to movies... It was not until I had someone to go out with I was not alone, but I had never felt lonely. I enjoy doing things alone, hum songs without anyone shout me stop alone. I don't even know, or I just don't feel it, what lonely is about.

I listen to different music, enjoy different sports, feel things differently than almost anyone around at that time, not noticing that I am totally not part of them.

But I do feel lonely, now.

The more... the more...

Yep here comes another elementary school sentence making challenge...
The more I earn, the more I spend. If you find this reasonable, just one thing missing - I am the kind to spend $100 celebrating a $10 promotion.
The more I study, the more I confuse. Ya, That's an always no-comment truth. Knowledge is knowing that you don't know, not just knowing what you don't know.
The more I sleep, the more tired I get. Popularized phenomena among all us under 30's(Hey this number... I should've said 20 but I am already got that old to have to compare myself with those ppl)...
The more I put into love, the less I was to get. Simply because all I get is already put into love, and unfortunately, love's greedy. Someone recently complaint no one's ever loved him, I do feel missed out of this world at that...