What the hell is this now...

I thought we end, I told everyone I am single now, while u come back... I have to pick everything I've thrown out back for u.

What am I supposed to do? We r definitely not to be in the same city, at least for quite a while. Which means, we are playing distance, which I been afraid of.

I want u back, back here with me, better be forever.

Emptiness

Don't know if it really is that I've been studying too hard through the semester, when the exam passes all I feel is not quite happy and be crazy about enjoying my holiday, but a total emptiness deep within. Just feeling somewhat unrest while doing nothing or simply playing.
Couldn't know how nor why, or I should get myself some more to do now.

Devil

I nvr know I am that kind of destructive ones til just now I look back and realize (LOL)... Ya this story is actually eras ago.

There was a party, or actually a gather up, that I met a couple. We just there knowing each other and some chatting, without knowing sth is gonna happen...

After that I found one of them unusually talkative to me, not long after that, I hear them part, unsurprisingly. That one immediately run for me but I got bit of afraid and actually not quite satisfied with this guy actually so found another one hurriedly just to hide myself from it (The reason here is not just that, but I might give some hints of them bout the others below...). I rejected without saying this way and been satisfied with the result.

I found the one I've chosen hurriedly not that bad and treats me really good, so we got on peacefully until we geographically part... But actually I broke this one from the partner to get it, although there're reasons of themselves as well...

I was so shocked when the partner of that first couple confessed to me... I just know I can't give nothing and rejected, this one seems hurt but sured to recovered after a while. But it becomes so weird that both guys like me in that particular couple...

I think I am a devil.

See my NEW LINK there?>>>>

Ya that Music Lee one. just found those musics that guy'd made AWESOME!!

It is so weird for me that this guy didn't become a star but remain a Music teacher for a middle school in Taiwan.

What's more weird is that he's got lotsa students working for him unpromptedly on composing and lyrics, they are all tremendous! Maybe the saying "there's never bad student, but bad teacher" is what make this happen.

eBay, you teach me what wordless mean,

When I first come to Australia, I used the eBay ID I registered in China like years ago and change my contact details and profile to Australia. I could buy stuff on eBay Australian site no problem, but it seems that all the notices, ads, anything that eBay send officially is Actually from the HK site. I contacted the customer service for times, and it doesn't seem turning any good.
Thing is, eBay just sent me an email in Spanish...Orz

How BIG is the W?

So frustrated that when I finally reach there, the wii games sale $88 for two had nearly com to an end...
On the shelf, Super Monkey Ball is gone, Call of Duty3 is gone, which the main reason I'd come gone. OK, there's still one Medal of Honors left, as well as a unique NFSC, I grabbed those two boxes to the counter, at least second choice, seeing full shelf of TMNT or Tiger Woods 07, which I wonder whether they had ever sold one.
It's weird that the guy in the counter couldn't find any of the two games. I tried to ask him how bout Call of Duty 3? he's like dug into the drawer again and say ya there is one! And I find ur Medal of Honor too! Orz...
But he still can't get Super Monkey Ball, maybe it's really sold out...
so here comes another problem, where's the box for my Call of Duty 3???
Me and the staff turned the shelf inside out to not finding a hint of that box, and he told me in sorrow, we can get you the box for display... Why the hell not tell me in the first place? I'v already turned that shelf inside out when I was trying to find the game!!!
I got 2 FPS game which I were to just have either home at last with that fancy price and just played one til now... But luckily Medal of Honor is not bad LOL, especially for me, who don't usually play FPS...

I am afraid of feeling lonely, sometimes

I would never imagine I would couple of years ago when I do everything on my own. Wandering around, shopping, going to movies... It was not until I had someone to go out with I was not alone, but I had never felt lonely. I enjoy doing things alone, hum songs without anyone shout me stop alone. I don't even know, or I just don't feel it, what lonely is about.

I listen to different music, enjoy different sports, feel things differently than almost anyone around at that time, not noticing that I am totally not part of them.

But I do feel lonely, now.

The more... the more...

Yep here comes another elementary school sentence making challenge...
The more I earn, the more I spend. If you find this reasonable, just one thing missing - I am the kind to spend $100 celebrating a $10 promotion.
The more I study, the more I confuse. Ya, That's an always no-comment truth. Knowledge is knowing that you don't know, not just knowing what you don't know.
The more I sleep, the more tired I get. Popularized phenomena among all us under 30's(Hey this number... I should've said 20 but I am already got that old to have to compare myself with those ppl)...
The more I put into love, the less I was to get. Simply because all I get is already put into love, and unfortunately, love's greedy. Someone recently complaint no one's ever loved him, I do feel missed out of this world at that...

Wii

Been too busy playing wii to write something on here lol~
Just forget the gym, have some fun and receive a good body build with it!
Before the launch of Wii Fit next year, the boxing game included in the Wii Sports shud b the most sweating game on wii, though it is weird that some move seems to be unregisterable, which is soooooo annoying...

Credit please~ No cash out thank you!

Been practicing this for a while, just in case next time when i check out in safeway, to be sure that I will be able to spit it out without thinking.
It's been so hard to get my first credit card in my not-yet-long-enough life. That stupid bank sent my card to my old homestay address, and I'm not aware after about one month that I really could not wait and called them to find out. All I could do is I canceled that card and demanded a new one. Yet the previous card is redirected to me by dear Peter, which arrive just 3 days after the cancellation. I phoned the bank again to find out whether I could activate the old one instead and was told no. So I waited for another week to finally received it.
It's been more than 40 days since I was informed that my card is approved when I finally receive my card. What a so-called efficiency!!

Immature driving driven cycling problem

Just found how it become so hard while I was riding my bike, and how my dull driving skills has to affect this.
While I do drive in China, I got used to accelerate fiercely and break suddenly. I didn't realize this until I apply the strategy on cycling, finding myself so exhausted. You know, while an engine suffers, you can seldom figure out how the engine feel, but you will know immediately while it comes out that it is your body which suffers.
Tried not to do that yesterday while cycling, I just keep up the steps, never allow fierce moves, which makes me much better.
Think I should get an idea for my driving as well by now.

Falling

The now 22-year-old boy, falling, to find his material pleasure, by living a rotten life.
Kiss no longer mean a thing to him, would some time followed by sex, he guess.
Changing a mate is as easy as changing a shoe, never promise, never say anything not necessary, that will do. They will understand.
Just let it fall.

The Terminal

What's going on while a tram reaches its terminal? The driver simply get off and drive on the other side of it, and the tram goes back to the opposite terminal of the line.
The tram goes always on the same line, but everything changes. Different passengers on board every journey; tram officers inspecting now and then, taking off different people; the drivers call out the name of the stops and give a little introduction sometimes; the tram just go through a stop where nobody's gonna go up or down with a "ding"; the tram itself gets older; different ads on board promoting different stuffs.
Just like time. Time goes plain on and everything seems to be different. weather turns hot then cold, with thunders or tornadoes or tsunamis; people getting healthy and sick, older then dead; buildings rise and fall, then accumulate and urbanize.

Showery Life

I do remember I brought the USB Cable for my Hi-MD from China, but I just Can't find it anywhere... So? Buy one here for A$55, sick about the price? You can have it on eBay where it's $20 USD and freight inclusive, but you got to wait 1 month to receive it, what's worse, I don't get a credit card to purchase anything on eBay because I can't pass the certification!
End of financial year sale? Cool. How about a waterproof boot from Timberland for 50% off RRP? Just useful for my classes in the fields. A$120 thank you and have a good day~
When is it gonna end? My showery life in Melbourne...

FREE~~

Exams end everything end.
I return to my sleep, for ten, a hundred years, you have a chance, I look forward to it. (hmm... I'm not Orochi)
Just get bored and stub on this haunted blog~~
Today's Duanwu Jie, which I should go out and get some Zongzi... Cya~
Haha~

Dissapointed...

Tried to put a music on here, but not satisfy with the effect. Both google gadgets and straight input files are slow. What's worse, the gadgets almost support only mp3 files or the homepages of the creators, which limits the choice of music. AND! They're ugly...

Yesterday, Your Birthday

Should be the first one ever that I didn't spend with you since the first time we met... Simply because we are too far apart.
We chatted yesterday, though not much. I was to call you and you said your phone's got a problem. It should be better than I just cry on your birthday from thousands of miles away and calling you just to make you hear.
I know I still can't let go, even after we haven't met for nearly one year.
The scar you gave is deep inside me, it still hurts whenever I miss you. You are the one for me, I'm not for you. That's what people regard tragedy.
We were apart, then together, then apart, then far apart. You just in me, ever since the first time I realize your existence. You are whom I will never escape wherever I am, which was destined.
I am losing the ability to love. The feeling of in love just fade, leaving you in mind. I tried but trapped. Maybe I could find someone someday to love me overwhelmingly enough to take up your place in my mind, but it's definitely no one until now, when it was two years since we part.
The scenes betweens us still feels like yesterday. The first time I grabbed your hand in class, the first time I hugged you from the back, and the first time I was turned on. The moment my arms around you while sleeping, the time we spent going around skipping classes, the sweet squabbling between us. The moment I hear your heartbeat, the moment I hear my heartbreak. The last time I kissed your neck, the last time I nipped your ear, and the moment you turned around staring at me and pushed me away.
Anyway, happy birthday.

Children's Day

Not physiologically child now, just still childish.
Starting to get used to the life here now, described by someone as moisturized, ft.
For the first ever children's day i spent in Australia, I really should do something special, but that's by now, just over 2 hours to go for today, while I just realize it.
Ya, in another way of saying that, I'm no longer into celebrating such now. If there has to be something special, it would be, Australians don't regard today as children's day.
What Chinese regard "international" is fake, they are only inter "communism" national, sorry to say that. Just like the labor day on May 1st.
Huh~

Disgusting dissecting

Dissecting rats!!
Ya, a compulsory prac this afternoon.
Stinks.
Messy.
Cruel.
Actually I did the most cruel part which scissors the rib cage of the rat...
Disgusting.
Yet I had a good appetite on dinner just now! I can't believe it!
Huh, anyway, It's the end.

Cry

I should've noticed earlier that my cup is missing...
I bought it in an Korean shop at a high price, I do like it. It makes green tea soothing.
Just found it lost when I was about to have green tea again. I was overturning every box and basket for it but it just disappeared, like it had never been here...
Tried to cry, but failed. Just feel so bad... You know that feeling, just trying but not crying.
Listening to some Soda Green, sipping green tea from a glass, mourning for my cup.

In Love with Curry

Don't know why, don't know how, even don't know where I am in love with curry.
It was my third continuous meal of curry rice now... Maybe because it's just so simple to cook, even no oil required in the pot. I just start one pot yesterday, having a little more of materials in it so I keep some curry after having my meal. Every time after that I cook I put something new into it and every time I get a whole new pot of curry~~ It just feel so good!

The End, The Start

In one simple sentence, holiday ends and uni starts. Like making up sentences as primary school homework.

Looking back on the holiday, I did nothing important enough to mention a word. Telling myself every day "Study! Go and get an L license! Do something!" ends up nothing but sleeping almost throughout.

Actually, I did something. I signed a new cellphone and enjoyed surfing on Internet through wifi at uni. I bought the bike but it will not be built up until tomorrow. I find about half of the references for my communication assignment. I finished my IT and Australian Agriculture assignments, though the latter one sucks.

Frankly, that's all, all what my holiday is like.

Holiday, Starts Now!!

Easter is it? such a good reason for holiday ourselves. I don't even know what Easter is for, all I care is I got holiday!! So, let it be, as long as the holiday still be!
10 days... Not necessarily long enough, though I don't wanna face those terrifying assignments, 2 of them!
So many things to do this holiday... 2assignments, putting up my new house, buy food, buy a bicycle, find a part-time job...
Anyway, happy Easter!!

Made in China, you won at last

I surrender, made in China.

I actually search around almost every shop in the city for a non-made-in-China stapler. And I failed to find even one. Still mad about the mess the day before, I bought another made in China stapler for a big deal, 37.50AUD something like that, really a mad price I know for a stapler, I just got no choice!!

Luckily, this one works extremely smooth with any pile of my files. It also saved my energy from smashing hard on it. Its mechanical system can save the energy you're putting in it till the last moment tand release all of it all in a sudden. I even tried to staple a thick magazine, it works! Fold it and try again, the thickness goes over the height of the staple, it still went through the pile,though not enough space to fold back. It's not its fault.

You won, made in China! At last, not with those well-known cheap goods, but with some real quality and confidence on expensive goods that stuns me. Though expensive, it is more worthwhile to buy a 37.50AUD use-forever stapler than a 2AUD completely useless one. Where on earth can I find both in a single place? China.

Shameful China

Being a Chinese outside my motherland I really shouldn't have blamed it, I just can't help!
Everybody would agree that Chinese products are worthwhile 'cos they're cheap. I bought a stapler for 2AUD at a shop, with 500 staples. I was pleased with the price until I started to use it last night.
The staples are thin, I noticed it right after removing the cover. At first,it was used to staple 2 or 3 pages something like that, and it was handy. However when I tried to use it for more than 10 pages, things started to get tough, I had to push hard to really force it so the staples can squeeze in, I didn't go mad at this, as long as it works, I thought. Things change again while I use it for more than 20 pages, I couldn't get any single staple through the pile, they're either bent or crushed halfway, I even tried to hammer the top! Nothing worked and I surrender, to this nasty stapler, and decided I'll go find another one today, no matter how expensive is it, never MADE IN CHINA again!
Actually, while I was in China, Chinese made staplers are handy, I don't know why Chinese products become so nasty outside China... Anyway, I think I should tell Chinese manufacturers, that profit is important yet it is not everything, if you rely on lowering quality to make better profit, you just lose customers i.e. more profit in future!

Markets

Gone to Preston Market just now. Having people huddling around makes me feel like China.

Goods here are cheap, comparing to the city. I had a big piece of pizza for just 2.60AUD as my lunch, it's so yummy! I can't imagine this on my campus where I had a hamburger for 4AUD and not yet still hungry.

There are lots of Asian food too, in a reasonable price, I do think that I am gonna love this place!

Arrival in Melbourne

Finally there!!!

Melbourne, different from all my memories, shocked me at the very first glance on the plane -- the beautiful sunrise. Clouds upon the sun before it appears turns dark purple through the porthole, the pure golden color of the first shoots of sunshine stunned me, it was so incredible...

After getting completely enrolled, I drown myself in the university and just sneak around, feeling what a university should feel like.

Here Again

Seems a long time since I've been blogging anything on either on blogger or live space. (my space had closed long time ago since I was continuously blamed by friends of not updating it...)

OK, I guess I'll be, though not quite sure, a little freer from now on so I decided to have my blogger cleared all over and start again.

Every tomorrow is another day you know...

Step in and see.