Time to Write a Bit about You

Well it's been... A month and a half since then? My little elf.

I don't actually know what to say here, we chatted a lot and we had a great weekend together and that's all we had been through. I know we have more than that. And yes I do look forward to seeing you again, a whole week? That sounds extremely exciting to me!

Well that's about what I could write here, there are more but I'll leave it for now. You know I love you.

Not Supposed to Be Here

There is something going on that it seems we are not as close as it used to be. Was it just that I think too much? Or this is actually the way it should be right from the start? I can't think.

I was worried about you. I messaged you to ask if you are ok cos it's been days that I wasn't in contact with you. You replied like few days later but did not answer. You made me even worried but I was afraid to ask again. Well I suppose you will tell me if there is something wrong. I suppose you are going fine. I just can't help thinking.

I thought we were like soul mates. I still think so. I feel connected with you, especially intellectually. Yes one message from you warms me up for a whole day that I just can't stop grinning, I am a sinner.

I watched a movie called Drift lately, well the characters wasn't good looking but I'm not for that anyway. I feel like Ryan playing as Leo in that movie. Interestingly enough, the movie has three endings, I liked the second one and forgot what the first one was about already. I don't know how it will actually end up to be though, I don't have the ability to choose the best ending for myself. It's just time will tell.

I've never said I love you, but I do and you knew it. Thing is, you wouldn't know how much was there and I don't wanna tell. I cannot just say it, partly that I was not brave enough, and that it would be more than irresponsible, for them both.

Just so you know.

Tire

I though the middle break was RIGHT NOW and it's NOT! I'll have to wait for another TWO WEEKS for it to come along... Well in these two weeks, we got two or three microbiology reports due, one nutrition simulation and one microbiology mid term exam... Well these are not the worst things. Thing is, my body's ready for the break and all I could feel is nothing but tire...
Let me have some more sleep now... And I'll wake up to start the reports, or who knows...