There is something going on that it seems we are not as close as it used to be. Was it just that I think too much? Or this is actually the way it should be right from the start? I can't think.
I was worried about you. I messaged you to ask if you are ok cos it's been days that I wasn't in contact with you. You replied like few days later but did not answer. You made me even worried but I was afraid to ask again. Well I suppose you will tell me if there is something wrong. I suppose you are going fine. I just can't help thinking.
I thought we were like soul mates. I still think so. I feel connected with you, especially intellectually. Yes one message from you warms me up for a whole day that I just can't stop grinning, I am a sinner.
I watched a movie called Drift lately, well the characters wasn't good looking but I'm not for that anyway. I feel like Ryan playing as Leo in that movie. Interestingly enough, the movie has three endings, I liked the second one and forgot what the first one was about already. I don't know how it will actually end up to be though, I don't have the ability to choose the best ending for myself. It's just time will tell.
I've never said I love you, but I do and you knew it. Thing is, you wouldn't know how much was there and I don't wanna tell. I cannot just say it, partly that I was not brave enough, and that it would be more than irresponsible, for them both.
Just so you know.
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