It wasn't supposed to be a good year according to the Chinese Fung Shui for me, and it wasn't.
I counted myself lucky that at least my study goes smoothly, although I did not achieve very good results I managed to get myself graduated in time by the end of the year and got my honours offer from University of Adelaide.
Jobs are pretty hard to find I would say, none of my applications were even responded. But as I decided to continue my study and escape for another year, all I could hope for is that the next year would be better. I'm still on a part time job but changed spot, worse than the last job obviously but I won't stay in Melbourne for long anyway so I don't have to cope with it for long.
I've met the first horrible landlady in my life and stayed in her house for a month and a half. I've never met anyone so greedy, and slutty enough to screw the tradie working in the house in front of us, to get a special discount maybe?
I am starting to feel that I am getting old. I never had this thought before. In my plan for life ten years back I decided that I would never grow old, that is, I will kill myself when I'm... Back then I set a target of 30 so that I would not grow older than that. Seems this date had to be changed because I am already feeling myself old? That is, if I still wish to do so, which I'm no longer sure.
No luck in love as I said many times before. broke up with one and nothing comes my way after that. Melbourne is not the city for the one that I was meant to be with, it's quite obvious now after all these years. And I'm leaving Melbourne.
Will the world really come to an end at 12.21.12? I wasn't worried. There is nothing I could do if it is true and nothing would change if it isn't. Just live as we always live until the day comes then see what happens. Getting prepared for the end of the world is like an ant training his muscles the second before he was crushed between your fingers.
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