I think I'm just too bored at this time that I started writing this thing... I moved my house again today. Hopefully no more drama this time...
After all these had happened, I couldn't help but thinking of how life was like in Melbourne and I know I miss it. Adelaide was way different than I thought, and not in a good way. I was quite prepared to get used to a quiet place before I came but not a shit hole. It is ridiculous more bad stuff happened to me within this three months I was in Adelaide than the whole three years I was in Melbourne.
Thinking about the good side of it, I started to make a new bunch of lovely friends here, my study was going slow but smoothly so far and hopefully a better career prospect afterwards, I was lucky that I met these people who are able to help just when I needed it most, without whom I would've been all pathetic living on the streets now. I am glad after all, and things are looking up.
Impress me Adelaide, if you please.
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Dramas
And yes, I did realized this might happen since the day you came back. You just don't look right. It still happened a bit enexpectedly.
You make too many promises that you don't keep, you told me this is sort of his family tradition, I don't think so after meeting your family (without whom I wouldn't know where I'd end up). He's just too good at lying. I was to stay because of the place, thinking that you might get a bit better after all those, you have left me with no choice and seemingly acted faster than I did.
I would consider myself reasonable to you by all means, I tend to think Cancers are all like that, I could be quite soft but not when things go bad enough for me to having to turn my back on you, once you made me make that decision it's irreversible. I don't have tolerance on those stuff I think you have noticed. I would not let myself be fooled again.
It is a difficult choice but I made it. The bad has outweighed the good. It will cost me a bit but yes this is my hard earned lesson. Waking up in the morning not knowing where I am is not a good feeling, but at least I don't have to worry about anything else.
You are just hopeless. Men just wouldn't change. I think I learnt that better over all these days.
You make too many promises that you don't keep, you told me this is sort of his family tradition, I don't think so after meeting your family (without whom I wouldn't know where I'd end up). He's just too good at lying. I was to stay because of the place, thinking that you might get a bit better after all those, you have left me with no choice and seemingly acted faster than I did.
I would consider myself reasonable to you by all means, I tend to think Cancers are all like that, I could be quite soft but not when things go bad enough for me to having to turn my back on you, once you made me make that decision it's irreversible. I don't have tolerance on those stuff I think you have noticed. I would not let myself be fooled again.
It is a difficult choice but I made it. The bad has outweighed the good. It will cost me a bit but yes this is my hard earned lesson. Waking up in the morning not knowing where I am is not a good feeling, but at least I don't have to worry about anything else.
You are just hopeless. Men just wouldn't change. I think I learnt that better over all these days.
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