And yes, I did realized this might happen since the day you came back. You just don't look right. It still happened a bit enexpectedly.
You make too many promises that you don't keep, you told me this is sort of his family tradition, I don't think so after meeting your family (without whom I wouldn't know where I'd end up). He's just too good at lying. I was to stay because of the place, thinking that you might get a bit better after all those, you have left me with no choice and seemingly acted faster than I did.
I would consider myself reasonable to you by all means, I tend to think Cancers are all like that, I could be quite soft but not when things go bad enough for me to having to turn my back on you, once you made me make that decision it's irreversible. I don't have tolerance on those stuff I think you have noticed. I would not let myself be fooled again.
It is a difficult choice but I made it. The bad has outweighed the good. It will cost me a bit but yes this is my hard earned lesson. Waking up in the morning not knowing where I am is not a good feeling, but at least I don't have to worry about anything else.
You are just hopeless. Men just wouldn't change. I think I learnt that better over all these days.
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